Off my head

18/1/2008

Feeling ordinary

“Look fabulous if you’re feeling ordinary.”

Someone said this to me a couple of years ago when I turned up at a shoot wearing an old hoodie and sneakers. No make up, unwashed hair, looking like something the cat dragged in. I was sick that day and I couldn’t be arsed. But people notice. They always do when you wish they wouldn’t; when you’re least expecting someone to look down at your chipped manicure someone always does.

I feel ordinary most days, dry-eyed and fuzzy from lack of sleep in the mornings and more than happy to let my wardrobe dictate my moods. It can be daunting but such is fashion: fickle, unforgiving, fleeting. Superficial, but so much fun, though the novelty is starting to wear.

18/12/2007

In other words

A lot has been happening and things are finally moving into place. I should be ecstatic that this jigsaw is finally closer to completion but instead I’m dreading putting down the final pieces of the puzzle. There are just so many things to do, people to see, conversations to have, places to go, loose ends to tie up.. I think I’m getting pretty good at procrastinating when it comes to myself. I ask myself too many questions I can’t find answers for.

In the meantime I am in love with Neil Gaiman. Soooo in love. He is such a fabulous, wonderful distraction despite him keeping me up in bed at ungodly hours. Mmm.

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