Funny how I thought I would have so many things to say about my weekend in Queensland and now I have nothing.
I spent an afternoon on Sunshine Beach with Oscar Wilde. Queensland coasts are breathtaking, and go on for an eternity. The water was rough, but warm and inviting.. much like the rest of my trip.
Am now back in Sydney, attempting to do what I know is futile.
[Post title: Question of Lust; Depeche Mode]
Today has been surreal. I woke up with a smile.
So was last night. I was talking to my ex boyfriends. Both of them.
I know I have been lucky to have been in such great relationships with such great people.
Do I wish things worked out differently? No.
All things happen for a reason. We’re all doing just fine right now :)
Was just saying how nice it was to be able to get to know each other on this level now, as friends.
I have to admit, it is nice.
There has been no awkwardness or animosity.
Just comfortable familiarity, and being able to speak freely.
Even if the subject is your current love interest!
And for that I’m thankful that the time we invested in our friendships have not gone to waste.
Anyone else in my life will just have to live with the fact that these people will always have a place in mine.
Carpe diem, one said. If not now, when?
So I did. I took a step forward.
Been feeling super inspired of late, decided to take up music again. Have kind of forgotten how much I used to enjoy it (really) even though I had to be bribed to take exams and forced to attend classes when I was a kid. But in between those moments when I get my own time and space I actually get a lot out of having a go at the piano.. when no one’s looking ;) So I signed up for an eight week adventure, and it starts next Thursday :)
Have been thinking of KL a lot since I got back to Sydney. I know I miss home but as expected once I’m back in the groove here things are back to normal. Almost! If anything else that week in KL has reminded me why I cannot be a social recluse. Haven’t felt this good in ages! Although I suspect a certain someone has something to do with it, it is amazing that getting your head into the right gear can have a positive domino effect on the other bits of your life. It really is an incredibly simple concept of surrounding yourself with less negative and more positive energy. And much of that comes from the people around you – always remember life is a two-way street! x
