Feeling a little blah. Internet at home is behaving like dialup. Stayed back at work till 1am on Friday night. Will have to go in tomorrow to tie up some loose ends. I hate giving up my Sundays. Then mad week to follow. I wonder if I will get proper rest or not. Not really looking forward to it anymore. The thought of it makes me feel even more blah.
At home waiting for Tiff to come over before heading downtown for the Groove Armada Heineken event. Just as well, I haven’t been able to raid this week at all and it’s frustrating to stay home and try to get online. Bloody Streamyx, PMSing the same time as I am. In the meantime my trainer at the gym has been calling me to make an appointment. I have cancelled twice already last week. Not feeling like exerting myself when its that time of the month.
Reading a book on the Cultural Revolution in China. It is quite depressing but I can’t put it down. The focus is on Shanghai. Maybe I am reading it because mom is there now. I should stop indulging in depressing activities. When I am upset, I feel like doing stupid things like heading to Fendi to blow some money on a bag. Or drink hot chocolate all day at Hot Chocolat in Damansara Heights. Or lying in bed all day and filling the room with L’Occitane lavender incense. Just to take my mind off things. By the way that incense is heavenly. Also their 30th-year limited edition Well-Being Oil. Always lifts my mood. I should buy another bottle before they sell out.
I need to channel this energy into something more constructive.. but what?