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04/10/2024 Entry: "People"
I made a ton of jewelry today. I swear by the end of this week I'm gonna be so sick of looking at the crystals (Yeah, right..) Hehe. Everyone's been blogging like mad lately and I have a couple of day's worth of blogs to catch up on. As for me, I've just been busy.
I've been spending all my free time working on a new project. Hopefully by the end of the month I'll see something out of it. If you're curious, stick around and you'll find out as soon as I'm ready to spill.
Just took another test.
Your view on yourself You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for. You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship. You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love. Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education. You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you. You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success? You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Do not give up when you have not even started yet! Be courageous!
What are you most afraid of? You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self? You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Oh gee, I'd say it's 70% true. Then again, nothing is 100% these days.
On (some of) the people I've met in my life, things and random observations.
He so often visits me in my dreams, when my mind is unconscious and my soul is at rest. Time has done nothing to dim the memories of the both of us, together, forbidden. It's been so long now, so long that he probably has forgotten me by now. Time may be a healer, but it also fades memories. Distance too, distance makes us forget things. There was a time when there wasn't an hour that he did not cross my mind. And now, it's been so long. I wonder.
A show on TV sparked the memory that was once so bright - time has done so much, I've almost forgotten him. I gave him only a fleeting thought and a prayer, but he responded. Why?
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I remember his eyes, so kind and reassuring. I remember his words, so prominent, seared in my mind and sealed forever. We are sensitive people, he told me. That I am. And I must be patient. That I am, too.
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Of you. We are friends, and foes. Bound together by mutual love and hate. I question fate, why did we meet? Is there a purpose to both our existences, together? You and I, we are different. Envy binds us, jealousy divides us, and yet somehow, friendship is the only thing we can agree upon.
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I did not have a good impression on him when we first met, I had a great impression, one that left me aspiring to be a little more like him. Over time, I know now that I can rely on him to be a friend to me. He listens when I need to talk, he talks when I can't talk anymore, and most importantly, he understands me. You know how sometimes people change over time? We have that kind of friendship that doesn't change, no matter how long or how far apart we are, and I appreciate that. I may have wanted more, you made me want more, but you've also made me realize that 'more' is what I have now, and anything else is just less. To know you is to love you, and I do.
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I've known you for so long now, we've been friends for so long that if someone were to ask me to write a list of people I thought knew me somewhat, you'd be on top of that list. I thank you, friend, for words unsaid and the things you do and I don't.
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I wonder sometimes if it's ever possible for him to be out of my life. He comes and goes, I sit and wonder. Fate has been good to us, if only for awhile, and love has torn us apart. I look around, and see things that remind me of him. I no longer dwell, that is the past. I hope he no longer does, too.
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He offered me a ride when I didn't have one. This is a story of two strangers that crossed paths one night, if only for the duration of a ride. I'd have liked to thank him for his generosity, but I know he wanted more. I don't think of him anymore, but I remember what he did. Dad once told me never to forget kindness. I won't, stranger, I just hope you forget me.
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Mishka. I remember our 6 am rendezvous, a beautiful place to behold the sunrise. He promised me it was the best view I'd ever get. It was. I remember every moment as if it was yesterday, a sight so lovely is not easily forgotten. You, Mr. Sunrise, I miss our talks. Not that we had the chance to have that many. Time as always is a limiting factor in alot of things in my life. Our friendship was limited only by the time I had and the language we spoke.
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His words are always an inpiration to me. That, or a kick in the ass asking me to face reality. He will always be somehow, a part of my life. I love him most of all, for accepting me the way I am.
Replies: 5 comments
wow that's a lot of people. such nice words too :)
Posted by Nael @ 04/10/2024 11:51 AM CST
i know some of them read this site :) heh..
:)
Posted by fuzzy @ 04/10/2024 07:11 PM CST
oohh...!!!
Posted by wooz @ 04/11/2023 02:14 PM CST
Hello,there,Fuzzy,
this is good.Nevertheless,it needs some work on the spelling mishaps but heck,it's deep-it's good.
Posted by Richo @ 04/11/2023 02:18 PM CST
lol, u telling me about my spelling mishaps? hehehhee.. :) thx!
Posted by fuzzy @ 04/12/2023 01:53 AM CST
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