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05/11/2023 Entry: "The easy way out"

The easy way out

Today I apologised to someone for being such an arse.

I have a problem with honesty. I don't know how to take it. In a world where people are desperate to impress, white lies are in abundance (and I, the hypocrite, have told a few back in the day when I didn't know any better) so how can you actually tell, within a week of meeting a person, if he or she is actually for real?

So I take the 'guilty until proven innocent' route and avoid them like the plague. Because, if something sounds too good to be true, it usually is. Who the hell is honest with complete strangers these days anyway?

Then I am given a few months to reflect upon my actions (or lack thereof) and I think, maybe it's a problem I have. In general. And things did check out with this particular person (ONLY this particular person, mind).. so I said sorry, via MSN. I would never have picked up the phone.

I am a hermit. And I'm not making much sense.

Hello.

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