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I need a friend.

...but even if I had a friend sitting beside me right now, I wouldn't know what to say. Went to bed around 4.30am, and was up by 6.30. Worked, came home and cooked a late lunch for dad and myself. Decided on the spur of the moment to clean my old room, and...
I found my prefect's tie, the one which I wore when I was 12, and has the signatures of all my friends at the back of it. I found the Cookie Monster tee Di gave me for my 16th birthday, that which I thought I'd lost. I came across letters and photos from him, those that I'd forgotten about. Badges and name tags from friends in high school, all kept safely in a little brown box. Letters that I wrote but never sent, Interact Club notices saved between pages of old notebooks, with "Yours in Interact" penned with a flourish. I.U Director, lol. The girls used to call me I.U.D. :P Cards and letters received between the ages of 12 to 16, all saved in an old tin box. Tee shirts that I used to wear religiously when I was in my teens, ripped and torn, but never thrown out, heh. My Kemahiran Hidup apron, last worn when I was 14. The Canada tee shirt, with a red Maple Leaf emblazoned across the front, a present from the CPU staff when I was 18. All stored away in my old room :) I truly am awful with things.
Memories in each and every article I saw, sorted into piles to be kept, thrown or given away.

Currently listening to: quiet hum of the fan
Current emotion: disturbed
Random observation: More to clean tomorrow.