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Aww, guess what? Heather bought me red striped toothpaste on inpulse for me, lol! Ah, I guess some dreams do come true :) (Now to dream my lottery ticket, hah!). Anyways, headed to Champlain with Roger to buy some food this afternoon; bumped into Heather there who gave me my toothpaste *happy grin* We headed back and I ate wih Heather before getting some stuff like the photocopying etc. done for "Secret Santa". Did some reading, and the time simply flew by. spent a good 2 hours just talking to sooks and checking her assignment over for her (stupid screwy taskbar! hehe). Headed to OC later with Kayla and the rest of the girls; it's been a long time since everyone went out together. Bernard ws there, and he basically spent a good 10 minutes harassing me, including holding me in a headlock and hugging me so tight I couldn't breathe. This guy is twice my size and is way past six feet, so Susan and Asha basically had to drag him off me. *phew* Talk about pre-dinner entertainment, lol. Was yelling at one point, but you couldn't really hear cos it was all muffled, haha. Stress, sigh.
Much more sobering news; I just found out that my mom was in hospital two weeks ago, for appendicitis, and no one told me. I know she's alright now and everything (which is why Alice called to let me know), but god do I feel like a a useless kid right about now. I should have been there, or at least called, when she was in hospital. I could have made much more of an effort to call, and, oh man. I... don't know. Just feel like crap now, knowing that mom was in pain and in hospital, and I didn't know. Me, going on about my stupid life here on campus while mom was... argh. Ugly, so so ugly. I suppose that's why mom was slightly morbid when I called last week, pfft. I want a hug.
Kay, I need time off now. This blog is getting depressing. Think I'll go downstairs and see my girls for some therapy...

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