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Every time I listen to Vertical Horizon's Miracle I just want to cry. Which is kinda wierd, especially since I haven't cried for quite a while. Wait, I did cry last week. Or was it the week before? It was when I received a really nice note from a friend. But I digress. Back to VH's Miracle. I don't even think it's the lyrics, but the tune itself. Or maybe it's just an excuse for me to shed tears. Maybe any excuse is a good excuse, right? Maybe Becca is right. My life is ruled by fear, and it's because of fear that I refuse to live my life the way I want it. I'm not saying I'm not happy the way things are. As I've said before, I count my blessings and am thankful for a lot. But is there more? I'm not making much sense. I think I'm losing my mind. Why do I still search for a miracle? There is nothing out there but heartache and pain, betrayal and hate. But a miracle. Man.
Stanza of the Day:
Give and give and give
and die an empty death.
Step on my soul
While I breathe a final breath
From this pain
Just take me away
Going insane
Day after day.
I'll never make sense, not ever.
Song of the moment: Uncle Sam's I Don't Ever Want To See You Again
Current emotion: Lost